It’s been an interesting week for you, hasn’t it? You’ve seen a lot in just the span of a few days, and I know you consider it to be pretty monumental. I get it. I’m sure if I didn’t believe the way I did, I’d think it was pretty monumental, too. But the thing is, I do believe differently than you, so I’m not celebrating. Instead, I’m fighting back the tears and frustration because you seem to be blaming Someone very dear to me for holding you back and keeping you in slavery and oppression for hundreds of years. It seems like you want me to keep my mouth shut about my beliefs so that you can enter into this age of new enlightenment and dance all over the ways of the past. But, dear World, that’s so dangerous. I know you think you’re doing what’s right and generating freedom, and I admire you for wanting justice, but I need to share a few thoughts on the matter. It may not be what you want to hear, but hopefully you’ll discern a heart of love behind it—not mine…His.
You see, I’m a follower of Jesus Christ. I think you’re familiar with His name, but I’m quite sure you have no idea who He is. I can’t blame you. There is a lot of false information out there, as well as a great number of people who claim to be like Him who act entirely opposite. The only reason I know Him is because I was blessed to be raised by some people who knew Him well and showed me that He was (and is) the epitome of love at its highest and most powerful. I definitely don’t do Him justice as His follower a lot of the time when I try to model Him, but I do know a good deal about His real character—that He’s so good and loving and powerful. I don’t think you know that; and if you do, I think you’re only seeing part of the picture—the parts you want to see so that you can make Him into what you want Him to be.
Again, I get it. People like me have done a terrible job of showing His character to you. We’ve said hurtful things and done a lot of damage to His name by saying one thing and doing another. But that’s why it’s important that I share this message with you, because Jesus isn’t defined by the actions of His followers. It is us who are defined by His forgiveness and grace when we fall short.
This Jesus that you keep railing against is not the enemy here. There’s something so much more sinister and evil at work that I really wish you’d understand. It’s not Jesus who has condemned you or made you feel less than loved. It’s not Jesus who has oppressed you. It’s the enemy of our souls who has done this to us all by blinding us to the Truth about Christ and His love, grace and salvation. Jesus wants to free you. He is entirely FOR you, and He promises so many wonderful things if you would just let Him in. He promises grace, mercy and forgiveness. He promises comfort, peace and rest. He promises strength, wisdom and faithfulness. Why are you so vehemently opposed to that? Don’t you want life to be fulfilling and joyful, or do you really want pain, confusion and anger to fuel you forever?
Oh my stars, I’ve been there. I know what it’s like to walk in darkness and be locking arms with things Jesus didn’t desire for me. I’ve been isolated, depressed, sick, angry, confused, terrified, panicked and defeated. I’ve gone my own way, and it was miserable. But Jesus came for me. I let Him in, and He restored me through a slow, beautiful, challenging, beneficial healing process. I still have much to learn in Him, and I still struggle, but He is the only way. I know this now more than ever. He IS life! And I don’t understand why you hate that—why you hate Him for saying that He knows the way to all things good. Why would you be so angrily opposed to that? To Him? Don’t you know how much He loves you?
I know you struggle with His rules. And yes there are some, but they’re all designed to protect you and bless you, dear World. Like I said, He is FOR you. Just like a good parent protects his or her children from touching a hot stove or running with scissors, He wants you to follow Him so that you won’t have to suffer so much pain unnecessarily. And I KNOW you have pain in your life. Don’t tell me that you don’t. It’s the kind of pain that no substance, luxury, person or law can even begin to heal. It’s the kind that eats at your innermost being and won’t ever, ever relent. Pain from the past. Pain from the present. Pain from what you think is your future. That kind of pain won’t go away without the healing of the soul from a Savior. I know.
There’s a parable in the Bible that Jesus tells about a son of a wealthy man who really messes things up for himself. He asks his father for his inheritance early and then goes off and blows it all on everything and nothing. He eventually runs out of money and is so poor and destitute that he is desperate for even a bite of the slop being fed to the pigs around him. Now, he knows he messed up
Man, that’s Jesus. That’s our Father. He doesn’t hold our stuff against us; He LOVES us. But He won’t force His love on us. He’s not into forcing His children to do anything. He’s given us the choice to either love Him back or not, and He will respect our wish. If you/we push Him out of our society and out of our lives, He will let us. But He knows what it will cost us: every ounce of peace, joy and true freedom we don’t even know we want. And, what’s worse, we’ll inherit eternity apart from Him and His unrelenting love.
So, that’s my letter to you. I may write more in the future because I don’t want to give up on you. You are filled with such promise and talent and wonderfulness, and I am breaking down in tears when I think about how desperate you are to throw away the one relationship that could give you more than this crazy, rebellious society ever will. Jesus died for you, World. He isn’t your enemy. He’s your advocate. And He loves you so much that nothing could ever stop Him from wanting what’s best for you: His beautiful creation.